There’s a reason I haven’t posted in a while. It’s because I can’t write about what I want to write about, but that’s the only thing that’s on my mind. I’m trying to get a grip on my emotions, so I don’t just rip someone apart on here. But I’m getting close to my breaking point. One way or another, I’ll be writing again soon.
Let’s just say, for now, that my month has not gotten any better. I’ve been in turmoil, wanting answers, begging for them, but unable to get them. Not that those answers will make anything any better, I don’t expect that, I don’t want that. I’m just looking for closure. I deserve that much.