I wish I could do more with my hair and makeup. My style can best be described as Basic. I wish I had the skills to do more when the occasion calls for it.
I wish I were more outgoing around strangers.
I wish I had a better sense of style. I usually simply throw on what’s comfortable. I wish I knew how to pair things better than simply a pair of pants and a blouse.
I wish I were more ambitious. I don’t have the savvy to make it in the corporate world, at least to the extent I wish I could. I hate office politics, I hate playing them, and that does nothing to get me ahead.
I wish I were cleaner and more uncluttered. I wish I could get rid of stuff more than I do, that I wasn’t such a packrat.
I try to change these things, but I simply don’t have the energy or the willpower to follow through. If I changed these things, would I be a different person, or would I be the same? Would I be a better person? Would it make any difference? Would I like myself more, or less?
If I could change these things about myself, would I want to?